10.3.06

// Ojiverde - : - Marygilda

my eldest sister passed away yesterday. after a long weakening battle against cancer. a brain tumor had its way. i havent missed her yet. ive shed some tears but i still dont get it. i guess it will hit me some time i long for her warm soft embracing smile. im mourning through an aching yet sweet peaceful haze.

mija esto es para ti.

Hibrido, ay de mi (que te perdi).
Gepe, torremolinos.
Steindor Andersen & Sigur Ros, a ferd til breidafjardar.
Sinead O'Connor, tiny grief song.
Kate Bush, a coral room.
Refree, mejor ahora.
Damon & Naomi with Ghost, the mirror phase.

todavia no la extranio. todavia no siento el 20.
es como llegar a casa y todos los muebles han sido cambiados de lugar.

mi hermana mayor fallecio ayer.
tras luchas y tumores. respiradores e unciones.
intento rendirle tributo. se lo merece. ella mas que nadie.
mil virtudes calidas no bastarian para describirla.
no lo digo yo.
lo expresan cientos de flores que
siguen brotando de todas partes - de todas gentes.

por ella -
hoy la ciudad huele a rosas.

39 Comments:

  • At 4:42 AM, March 11, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I'm so sorry.

     
  • At 5:24 AM, March 11, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    un abrazo

     
  • At 5:39 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Beverly said…

    I'm sorry too. Hope you have good friends or a great family to back you up. - deepest sympathy

     
  • At 5:52 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger seymour said…

    deeply sorry. i send you some light. and hugs.

     
  • At 6:00 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Citizen S said…

    So sorry, my condolences.

     
  • At 7:52 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Jim Hendry said…

    As someone who's currently battling cancer, I give you my love and understanding. Condolences, all the best in the difficult time that will follow.

     
  • At 7:57 AM, March 11, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    abrazos y mas abrazos. be well. Laloca

     
  • At 8:33 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Unknown said…

    Hi Gil,

    my condolences.

    squashed

     
  • At 8:46 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger serafinafly said…

    "Then a woman said/Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow./And he answered:/Your joy is your sorrow unmasked./And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises/was oftentimes filled with your tears./And how else can it be?/The deeper that sorrow carves into your being,/the more joy you can contain./Is not the cup that holds your wine the/very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?" - Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet
    May you find the path back to Joy after your time of Sorrow...

     
  • At 9:44 AM, March 11, 2006, Blogger issa said…

    un abrazo.
    siempre tendremos la musica.

     
  • At 12:26 PM, March 11, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I am saddened by the news. the photo instantly touched me before i even read. my deepest sympathy.
    -chris and oum

     
  • At 1:41 PM, March 11, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    É sempre uma injustiça enorme que partam os que mais amamos, Gil.
    Um abraço forte.
    Fica bem.

    Jorge

     
  • At 2:20 PM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Moka said…

    Mi mas sincero pesame Gil. Te mando un suspiro, un beso y un abrazo.

     
  • At 4:12 PM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Kahlo said…

    Un abrazo fuerte, lo siento mucho Gil.

     
  • At 4:42 PM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Naranjita said…

    Mi más sentido pésame GiL...

     
  • At 7:06 PM, March 11, 2006, Blogger Ron. said…

    Un fuerte abrazo, esperando encuentres pronto lejos de tu dolor, la paz que de seguro ella ahora goza.

     
  • At 7:42 PM, March 11, 2006, Blogger like a eagle said…

    My condolences. Please let me know if there's anything I can do. Take care.

     
  • At 2:32 AM, March 12, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    michael, anonymous, beverly, seymour, shelly l, jt, laloca, squashed, betty, issa, jarvis, crish, oum, moka, kahlo, ron, jorge, naranja triste, madpercolator, alex and like a eagle. and shy others.

    muchos thank yous for your kind words and thoughts.
    im honestly overwhelmed.

    warmhugs to everyone.

    team. please.
    the blog must go on.
    we have lives to soundtrack.

     
  • At 11:29 AM, March 12, 2006, Blogger dog food sugar said…

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

     
  • At 2:26 PM, March 12, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    My little sister died of cancer 3 years ago. It didn't hit me too at first, but one month later I woke up missing her more than ever. I still think about her face and her smile every day but I've learned to cope with it and now I smile back at her.
    My condolences. I'll send a prayer your way.

     
  • At 3:38 PM, March 12, 2006, Blogger JaKo said…

    I am sorry, my condolences.

     
  • At 5:38 PM, March 12, 2006, Blogger intravenoso said…

    hola gil, lo siento mucho, abrazos y saludos fraternales.

     
  • At 8:46 PM, March 12, 2006, Blogger Casey Dorrell said…

    Deeply sorry for your lose.

     
  • At 11:13 PM, March 12, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    kate, bruno, mdubs, jako, mikel, casey.

    thank you very much for your support.

    warmhugs.

     
  • At 8:42 AM, March 13, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Very sorry, Gil.
    Fuerte abrazo.
    LC

     
  • At 10:32 AM, March 13, 2006, Blogger muruch said…

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

     
  • At 11:45 AM, March 13, 2006, Blogger Berberecho Productions said…

    Aupa gil!
    te paso una comentario que le pasé a un amiga hace poquito:

    Despues de decirles adios...

    http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6846/2315/1600/14.0.jpg


    ...siempre podemos regar la estrella que nos dejan...

    http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6846/2315/1600/tarot%202.jpg

    ...y asi tener un bonito recuerdo.

    http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6846/2315/1600/burro.jpg

     
  • At 1:05 PM, March 13, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Lo siento mucho.
    Un abrazo de corazón,
    Ana.

     
  • At 2:51 PM, March 13, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Mis oraciones para ella, mis condolencias para ti y tu familia.

     
  • At 3:10 PM, March 13, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Un sincero y calido abrazo. Lo siento mucho.

     
  • At 4:35 PM, March 13, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I'm very sorry for your loss, my deepest symphaties, hope you get better.

     
  • At 9:38 PM, March 14, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    lc, muruch, berberecho, ana, christyan, mariana and julia

    muchas muchas gracias.

    por algo de luz y calor.

     
  • At 10:54 AM, March 15, 2006, Blogger Renton said…

    Un fuerte abrazo mi buen.
    Y mi mas sentido pesame...
    Estamos contigo

     
  • At 3:27 PM, March 15, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I too lost my sister to cancer (leukemia) -- today is in fact the anniversary of her death. Mourn and grieve in your own way, in own your time. I don't know if you ever get it. With my sincerest sympathies and best wishes....

     
  • At 11:48 PM, March 15, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Lo siento mucho Gilberto, un beso y un abrzazo.

     
  • At 8:54 PM, March 16, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    A Beautiful Star, Burning Brightly,
    The Sight of Her Forever With Me.

    Peace

     
  • At 9:39 PM, March 16, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    renato, viole(n)ta, ya todo esta mejor.

    anonymous, thanks for the advice and sympathy.

    lovely words anonymous 2, peace back.

    thank you all.

     
  • At 10:15 AM, March 17, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I'm very sorry to hear ... my sympathies.

     
  • At 4:30 PM, March 18, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Regards.
    She´ll be with you on your left side where you heart is.
    Take care.

    Mikael

     

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